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ADHD and the shower you can't start
Why it's so hard, and the small ways in.
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Over a hundred of you commented on my shower reel. Weeks without one. Months, for some. Wet wipes. Only showering for the doctor's, or when someone's coming round. Getting in and then not being able to get out.
And again and again, the same word. Disgusting.
You're not disgusting. You're stuck.
So this is why it happens, and the small ways in that actually work for people like us. No lecture.
It isn't one job
From the outside, a shower is one job. It isn't.
You have to stop what you're doing. Get undressed. Stand there cold while the water warms up. Put up with the noise. Get wet. Wash. Then hair, which is a whole job on its own. Then out into the cold again. Dry off. Find clothes. Get dressed. Deal with wet hair.
That's a dozen small jobs in a row, and every one is a decision. An ADHD brain pays for every single decision. It adds them all up before you've even moved, the total feels like too much, so you stay on the sofa.
It's also why you can come out of a ten-minute shower knackered. You've just done twelve jobs back to back.
Where trauma comes in
Think about what a shower asks of you. You're naked. The door is shut. The water is loud, so you can't hear what's going on outside. You can't see behind you. You can't get out fast.
If you grew up in chaos, or something happened to you, your body learned to stay on guard. It doesn't care that you're an adult now and the door is locked. It only knows this is when you're most exposed. So it says no, and then you call yourself lazy for it.
For some people, the bath or the shower is where it happened. If that's you, of course your body fights it. You can't shout yourself out of that. It's worth talking to someone about, however long ago it was. The numbers are here.
And there's the other side of trauma. Your body got very good at surviving a crisis. It never learned how to look after you when nothing's on fire.
Why days off are worse
ADHD runs on urgency. A deadline. Someone waiting. Something at stake. That's when your brain switches on.
On a work day the shower has a deadline. You've got to be out of the door by eight. On a day off nobody is waiting and nothing breaks if you don't. So your brain never gets going.
That's why so many of you said you shower for the doctor's, or when someone's visiting, or before you go to see family. That isn't fake. An ADHD brain needs a reason from outside, and that's the one it's got.
Retirement can make it a lot worse. Work gave you a reason to get going every single morning for forty years. Take that away and every day is a day off. People who managed for decades suddenly can't, and they think they're falling apart. A lot of the time, the outside deadline has just gone. If it came on fast, or you feel low or unwell with it, read the GP bit further down.
Getting in, then getting out
Loads of you said this one. It takes hours to get in. Then you can't get out.
It's the same problem at both ends. Getting out is starting something too. Out there it's cold, and drying and dressing are waiting for you. In here the warm water is the first easy thing all day. So you stand there until the hot water runs out.
It's the same stuck, just at the other end.
Small ways in
None of these fix it. They make the start smaller, and the start is the bit that gets you.
Don't aim for a shower. Go in and turn the water on, and that's the whole job. If you end up getting in, brilliant. If you don't, you still started.
If you're on the sofa right now
Don't think about the whole shower. Phone down. Go and turn the water on.
The cold is one of the worst bits, so take it out. Shut the door and let the hot water run for a minute before you take anything off. Towel on the radiator.
Do your body today and your hair another day. Washing hair is the bit people dread most, so split it off.
Pick a song before you get in. When it ends, you get out. You don't decide when. The song does.
Put your clothes and slippers out the night before. Then there's nothing to decide when you get out, and no cold floor.
Wipes count. A wash at the sink counts. Wipes, deodorant, teeth and a brush through your hair is a system, and it works. There's no right way to stay clean. There's just what gets you through the day.
And if an appointment or a visitor is what gets you in, stop calling that cheating. Use it. Book the thing. Say yes to the visit.
The shame
The voice is the worst bit. What is wrong with you. Adults don't live like this. You're disgusting.
Shouting at yourself doesn't get you in the shower. It makes it harder, because now part of you is scared of getting it wrong. The shame just keeps you stuck longer.
So here's the line I live by.
Don't take the blame and don't take the shame.
You didn't pick a brain that runs on urgency. You didn't pick what happened to you. None of that is yours to carry. What you can do is make the start smaller, and stop shouting at yourself for being stuck.
You're not disgusting. You're running on empty.
When to see your GP: if you get breathless, dizzy, sick or faint in the shower, or your heart races, tell your GP. That can be physical, and it's worth checking.
Same if you've stopped washing because you've stopped caring about anything, or you feel low most days. That can be depression. Tell your GP.
Not diagnosed yet? Take a checklist with you: for women or for men.
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